Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Dreams

I had a dream a few nights ago that is really getting to me, one I've had a few times in the last two months or so and it always goes the same. It was so real, one of those dreams that you can't tell you're dreaming. In the dream I'm waking up in the same place I woke up I don't know how many times, his arm is around me and he's just waking up too. He kisses me on the forehead, like he did I don't know how many times, and then I wake up for real and I can still feel his arm, that's how real it seems. It's not getting any easier when this happens. I don't know if I want it to stop though, because I don't ever want to forget what that felt like. But I don't like waking up feeling disappointed that it was only a dream and knowing it is something I'm never going to experience with him again.

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